Do you know that feeling when something really bad is about to happen? ... Of course you do, you've all been through parent-teacher meetings. Well ours is tomorrow, and my father got "called" to be reminded to attended (The invitation for the worse) . I know I haven't been doing well this past quarter term, but this seriously be a lot worse than I'm expecting it to be. Really worried about what might be said tomorrow.
This whole school thing has been sucking the blood out of my veins; I just can't focus on whatever is said. I can't swallow much of the curriculum given at school; to me it just feels so unnecessary, worthless and stupid. Not only does the system over consume you, but rewards you nothing in return. No useful knowledge. No job related to your line of work. No guarantees. Zero. Nothing. Nada. Zilch. Zip.
Getting a scholarship does sound very tempting, It will always will, but right now with all the kind of work we're given I can't believe that everyone isn't considering it farfetched. No system is perfect, but personally, I see that ours takes 10 steps back for every step forward.
I know I just sound pissed right now, but when it comes to education I can talk the hind leg off a donkey, so there will be a part two for this (Yes ! and maybe the second one will actually make coherent sense !). There's nothing I can do right now but wait, so that's what I'll be doing, and until then, I have the two most perfect songs for this situation. Downloads are under there.
Reading : The Historian By Elizabeth Kostova (Reread) Single : Poison > Life Goes On D12 > Revelation Album : Jose Gonzalez > Vaneer