I have failed miserably. I was right about me. I can't commit, and I'm too arrogant to make myself suffer a little. I so love myself that I wouldn't even let my future get the best of me now. I'm not saying it's entirely my fault, you can't just throw something like dedicated studying into someone's face and expect him to make it a priority overnight. It requires a steep learning curve, which I sadly couldn't cope with.
The only thing that's making me feel bad is that I keep thinking about what it could mean if I excel in this, it opens a lot of opportunities for me, and give me the previlidge of having a choice. The realist in me easily prevails over the dreamer, and I'm not the kind of person that will change his resolutions for the future like he changes socks. I know what I want, and I know how to get it. It's the going to get it part that's troubling me.
Usually, I'm a very last minute person, I postpone everything but when it's time I'm always ready and good to go. Usually the outcome to that is good-to-very good, NOT ENOUGH.
I'm so jealous from snooks layout I want a layout too >:(
;By a7MeDiNo, at
January 11, 2007 5:05 AM
ghey man, thanawiya is a piece of cake..just study. I was like you but I didnt study, dont repeat my mistake man. Just study..and cheat
;By Phat, at
January 12, 2007 4:21 AM
gThe icecream is infront of you, you can either not have it and regret it later on.. or you can go and have it all. ~ not the best analogy, but perfect to me.
dude, I was the same for sure.. (talking about the last minute guy). no matter how much you Isolate urself, forbid some stuff.. etc etc.. it won't change a thing if your will ain't motivating you.. just think of the BETTER outcomes you could have when you just study... hey enough that you could be here between us =P. push your limits, do your best.. even if you just can't.. FORCE urself..get tired.. whop your ass now for some little time .. better than having a kick ass daily whopping tomorrow.. trust me..you will feel great when you achieve good marks..Allah ma3ak man :). Best of luck,